When I only have myself to carry
I can't sleep, it's 4 o clock in the earliest of the morning. I have noticed that I do all this through God who strengthens me but alone. Last year this time I was in the exact situation just with different headings like #n2rulemustfall this year #Ifearformyfuture. - Online studies - Mandarin - Getting a job - Wanting to start a new initiative to help orphans. - Doubting my abilities because of one individual emphasizing "I'm stupid" - Being trapped in my own sorrows that I forget to live. - Being controlled by people who know your real potential but decide to use your past against you. Since being put on hold on the 25th of June 2021. I am proud to say I was officially indoors for almost a month 3 weeks and a day. I used to be this bubbly person, but since I have noticed the ability people put in power have. I prefer to be silent next time. Amen.