When I only have myself to carry

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I can't sleep, it's 4 o clock in the earliest of the morning.
I have noticed that I do all this through God who strengthens me but alone. Last year this time I was in the exact situation just with different headings like #n2rulemustfall this year #Ifearformyfuture.
 - Online studies
 - Mandarin
 - Getting a job
 - Wanting to start a new initiative to help orphans.
 - Doubting my abilities because of one individual emphasizing "I'm stupid"
 - Being trapped in my own sorrows that I forget to live.
 - Being controlled by people who know your real potential but decide to use your past against you.

Since being put on hold on the 25th of June 2021. I am proud to say I was officially indoors for almost a month 3 weeks and a day.

I used to be this bubbly person, but since I have noticed the ability people put in power have. I prefer to be silent next time.

Amen. 

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